tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post884505224261176465..comments2023-09-21T08:16:34.587-05:00Comments on Paige's 365: Update On Grief And The State Of My SanityPaigehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03363407716857644014noreply@blogger.comBlogger40125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-31076110823938887432011-01-18T20:26:15.854-06:002011-01-18T20:26:15.854-06:00Paige,
I truly believe that your spirit knew Grey...Paige,<br /><br />I truly believe that your spirit knew Greyson's spirit long before the two of you knew each other physically. And your souls will reunite again.<br /><br />Signs? You'll get one when you aren't looking for it, at the perfect moment, and it will make you laugh with tears and fill your heart with all the love and gratitude you can hold. And it will happen periodically throughout your life.<br /><br />Please remember that Greyson's time is no longer in our time. What seems forever to you is actually a blink of an eye for him. We think of time in a linear way. Spiritually, however time does not exist like that at all.<br /><br />But it will happen.the mommyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04988156868416494739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-63725089521980122862011-01-18T00:29:21.353-06:002011-01-18T00:29:21.353-06:00I'm still here and behind as usual.
The grief...I'm still here and behind as usual. <br />The grief I'm sure will continue to come and go and take you through different places. And Greyson will know where to find you and will be there for you. <br />Glad the kitchen is moving along and going well. I can't wait to see finished pictures. <br />Hugs to you.battynursehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02240029154165501340noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-8444108417498864462011-01-17T16:05:37.230-06:002011-01-17T16:05:37.230-06:00i lurk because i understand but don't feel lik...i lurk because i understand but don't feel like i have anything worthwhile to say. i lost my baby at 35 weeks. she was born still, silent and beautiful. i understand. time will help. i promise. greyson knows where to go. he is safe, loved and happy. just like my girl. take care of yourself. peace, nancyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-80275314264808631812011-01-17T11:33:36.741-06:002011-01-17T11:33:36.741-06:00Hi Paige,
I have been reading your blog since you ...Hi Paige,<br />I have been reading your blog since you found me and made kind comments on my old blog "o small you" (which is now Joyous Birdie) sometime early last year. I have followed you almost daily. I love your transparency and authenticity. I have been very emotionally affected by your experiences. I always wish you good things and feel support for you.<br />RosieRosiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14797771626227268532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-2667563249232766452011-01-17T09:09:45.277-06:002011-01-17T09:09:45.277-06:00Hi...delurking to say that you are in my prayers d...Hi...delurking to say that you are in my prayers daily. I found you via another blog...can't remember which one now. Please know there are others of us out here that care, and pray for you daily.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-34715440251152938432011-01-16T20:01:20.377-06:002011-01-16T20:01:20.377-06:00Dude, its HEAVEN. There are no strangers there. ...Dude, its HEAVEN. There are no strangers there. That would be rather un-heaven-ish.Rocciehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16240177887229400836noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-63766524100243769392011-01-16T16:22:14.831-06:002011-01-16T16:22:14.831-06:00I remember the point at which I realized something...I remember the point at which I realized something in my grief had changed, numbness is exactly the rght word, but not that im further from that point I realize it is the point at which you start to develop a coping mechanism through grief and "it doesnt go away, it just gets a little easier" I am happy for you that it is starting to get a fraction of a moment easier. Greyson is with you every day. He never left your side, you just can't see him. Sometimes I notice Kayden in a rainbow or a perfect breeze, or a thunderstorm. I always ask my papa to give him a squeeze before I fall asleep, and the other day I wasnt asleep yet but I had a "thought" or a visit from my papa and he was hugging me so tight and smiling so big. I think that visit was Kayden asking him to hug me back. Before you go to bed at night talk to your aunt. Ask her to keep Greyson close to you or for her to give him a hug from you. Our angels Listen. xoxo I pray for it to keep getting a little easier to cope.Mrs. Lydonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15521547747745543120noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-12615546840006352212011-01-16T15:57:25.727-06:002011-01-16T15:57:25.727-06:00Delurking too. Greyson is with you no matter wher...Delurking too. Greyson is with you no matter where you are. No one can ever take that away from you. Your a wonderful mommy to the core.pengboohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03551267066482398378noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-26597122590306721612011-01-16T14:39:15.516-06:002011-01-16T14:39:15.516-06:00Okay, I will delurk, too! Hi, I'm thinking of...Okay, I will delurk, too! Hi, I'm thinking of you and Sweat Pea often from out here in another midwest city. Greyson will always be able to find you! <br />sAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-16895819393813864452011-01-16T14:30:45.842-06:002011-01-16T14:30:45.842-06:00hey Paige, thinking of you. I think you are totall...hey Paige, thinking of you. I think you are totally sane, and DE does do weird things to your brain. But YOU know Greyson is yours, so matter where a couple of his cells came from. ALL the cells he was made up of when he went to heaven were produced in YOUR body, using material from you. Don't let any doubt of your maternity get in the way, you will ALWAYS be Greyson's mom. Give yourself a bit more time, this wound is still so raw.musicmakermommahttp://musicmakermomma.livejournal.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-20138054784062353632011-01-16T14:27:11.223-06:002011-01-16T14:27:11.223-06:00Delurking. Hugs to you - I feel for your pain, an...Delurking. Hugs to you - I feel for your pain, and cried for you today as I related to some of the things you said. I feel strongly that YOU are the momma of the baby that was growing inside of you. There is no doubt in my mind that donor egg or not, our babies will find us in heaven, even if they can't get a message to us now.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-21367257470984757392011-01-16T11:01:38.996-06:002011-01-16T11:01:38.996-06:00The good news is you have already labeled the insa...The good news is you have already labeled the insane the insane - tee hee. Greyson will find you, its not based on genetics, he knows who his momma is.<br /><br /><br />I never knew about that stas page either, that was fun to view and wow there are so many lurkers out there!!!!!! Holy crap! Of course we love to read Paige......we adore you. xoxoxoxKimhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16022175407912153277noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-67255917133212462572011-01-16T10:09:05.466-06:002011-01-16T10:09:05.466-06:00Greyson absolutely knows YOU are his mom. YOU cre...Greyson absolutely knows YOU are his mom. YOU created him, YOU carried him and helped him grow, YOUR love is what he knows and feels. His arms will be up and wide open, eagerly waiting to be picked up when you see him again. <br />Sending you big hugs, Paige.hopefulcchttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12006055748711190904noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-25833772088161169012011-01-16T09:54:30.154-06:002011-01-16T09:54:30.154-06:00Not so much delurking as trying not to stalk ya! Y...Not so much delurking as trying not to stalk ya! Your clarity of mind, even in its deepest moments is amazing. Maybe that is the sign you need? Maybe instead of heaven being somehow separate, when we lose a loved one they are carried within to help keep us strong? <br />How many stats hits have you had???Ebhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06674801997007886433noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-54040876925290560732011-01-16T08:50:51.076-06:002011-01-16T08:50:51.076-06:00I think of you and Sweet Pea so often and feel sur...I think of you and Sweet Pea so often and feel sure that he's in heaven and you'll be reunited someday. Hope you're having a good weekend. I loved the bald eagle pictures!Meredithnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-20006396289037693902011-01-16T08:05:49.181-06:002011-01-16T08:05:49.181-06:00Paige,
I have posted once before, but am delurkin...Paige,<br /><br />I have posted once before, but am delurking to let you know that I'm here, reading, and sending healing thoughts your way every time I read your blog.<br /><br />All best to you,<br /><br />TAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-3025277953399278062011-01-16T02:00:16.320-06:002011-01-16T02:00:16.320-06:00I lurk... sometimes I dont know what to say... I d...I lurk... sometimes I dont know what to say... I did comment once when I was anonymous... <br />I think of you often... actually, you are the only blog I go and read daily...<br />xxMelMelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12217333824738071212noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-50925479559164568982011-01-16T01:07:15.586-06:002011-01-16T01:07:15.586-06:00I've delurked before. But I'll do it agai...I've delurked before. But I'll do it again! Hi!Maggiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02133916850146128549noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-64970691340634378122011-01-16T01:03:48.154-06:002011-01-16T01:03:48.154-06:00Delurking here. I am not sure how I found your blo...Delurking here. I am not sure how I found your blog, but I've been reading for a while. I don't think I've commented before, but I do think of you often...Staciehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01471803757485977959noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-59864448540366711432011-01-16T00:16:54.864-06:002011-01-16T00:16:54.864-06:00Hi Paigey. I read your blog all the time and even ...Hi Paigey. I read your blog all the time and even though I don't comment often just know that I care and I still think about you and Greyson all the time...<br /><br />Love ya!Jeannienoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-28502820421916254512011-01-16T00:14:40.658-06:002011-01-16T00:14:40.658-06:00Yes, I too am a lurker. I read, and do not commen...Yes, I too am a lurker. I read, and do not comment, because I have no words to comfort you. Only my love.Kanishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11973488018678883887noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-29161380040995713922011-01-15T23:40:38.707-06:002011-01-15T23:40:38.707-06:00Ok I am going to de-lurk too, since you asked so n...Ok I am going to de-lurk too, since you asked so nicely! I've been reading for a little while now, just since you lost your baby. I've wanted to comment but never knew what to say. It is so sad that you lost him. I do think of you very often though and I hope you find joy again in life. I am coping with a loss in my life too - not the same kind of loss, but one I am struggling to understand. It was very sudden. It really resonated with me when you said recently how you felt that everyone else around you forgot what happened, and were over it. I know what it feels like to want to hold on to the sadness because its better to feel it than to feel nothing.<br /><br />Anyway, just wanted to say hi and a little about myself. Take care & please keep writing.Shannonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11482804494971494498noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-9958039233790368062011-01-15T23:11:57.025-06:002011-01-15T23:11:57.025-06:00Even though Greyson was not made up with your DNA,...Even though Greyson was not made up with your DNA, I think that part of a baby comes from the soul. The moment you found out you were pregnant with him all of the love that you felt went rushing into him and he became yours. He'll find his way to you.<br />Not the same thing exactly, but when my Grandma died I sobbed every day for a while. One day I realized I had gone an entire day without crying and I cried about that because I felt like I was abandoning her if I let the grief go. Finally I realized that even when I didn't cry I could still keep her in my heart every day. <br />Greyson will be in your heart on days that you cry, days that you don't, days that you feel sad, happy, nervous, mad, excited, anything. Crying isn't what keeps him there, your love does.<br />I'm glad you found the stats button...now do you see how many times I check your blog???Melissa Beckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04589021522876981232noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-20275512423045081322011-01-15T22:47:13.305-06:002011-01-15T22:47:13.305-06:00I read you daily, and pray for you often!I read you daily, and pray for you often!waiting and wishinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12159033292946238622noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8837229551123519902.post-45770616622021232552011-01-15T22:18:16.313-06:002011-01-15T22:18:16.313-06:00I have posted before and even attempted to email y...I have posted before and even attempted to email you. I found your blog from another blog and now read daily. I am also a SMBC. <br /><br />I am so sorry for your loss. It is one no mother should ever know.Twin Mommyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00023341108586341996noreply@blogger.com