Monday, June 6, 2011

I'm Ready

Just now, as I was leaving Dad's this evening, my car wouldn't start. Dad looked at it and after quite a bit of troubleshooting said something I've rarely, if ever heard him say regarding mechanical issues, "I don't have a clue." It will probably have to be towed. I'm grateful, however, because it happened in the driveway of my favorite mechanic. I shudder to think about this happening in Chicago or ,God forbid, tomorrow on the way to our embryo transfer.

I spent the morning pampering myself with new hair color, pedicure and a Reiki session. Reiki Lady says my system is strong and ready to support a pregnancy. She asked me to do a lot of visualizing about what I'll be like in the days after the transfer when I'm pregnant.

I've had a few moments these past few weeks when I can feel the spirit or energy of the new babies around me. Greyson's energy is always with me of course and it always feels like a very calm energy to me. These new children always seem to be giggling in the few moments I've felt their energy near me. I've sensed that they are one boy and one girl. Reiki Lady said they were playful spirits and that she sensed the energy of two boys and a girl but one of the boys may be Greyson. She said Greyson is fully supportive of my going forward with the new babies.

I spent the afternoon in frantic nesting mode doing things that I hope I won't be able to do for a while such as burning the brush pile, cleaning the garage and spray painting some of Dad's metal floral sculptures.


I'm READY. I feel confident and ready.

Tomorrow I will be pregnant.

Even my little piggies are ready:
119/365

20 comments:

  1. I am so excited for you! Your toes look so cute. I'm going to think sticky thoughts...you're so ready for this!

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  2. I'm so excited for you, Paige! I can't wait to hear how tomorrow goes :)

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  3. Fingers crossed for you tomorrow!!!! If my baseline goes well tomorrow, time for Reiki Lady appt. :) I have a good feeling about this for you!

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  4. What cute piggies they are too! Hope everything goes as you wish it to tomorrow and will be looking forward to your post as well :)

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  5. Oh I pray that tomorrow's the beginning of what you dream of :-)

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  6. Good luck and best wishes!

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  7. Good luck tomorrow and my thoughts will be with you all day. If you need me, you have my number. ♥

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  8. sending you lots of love and good luck for tomorrow!

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  9. Sending you love and long distance support on transfer day...such a huge step forward. Your feet are ready with your sassy color! I'll be thinking of you and your potential babies!

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  10. Best wishes to you Paige! I'm excited to hear about how ready you are!!

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  11. My thoughts are with you today, Paige. Do you need a willing servant over the next few days? I could drive up and keep you amused.

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  12. So excited for you, Paige! You sound so wonderful, confident and calm - the perfect environment for your embabies.
    Good luck with your car and last minute to do list items. And may tomorrow be the start of a wonderful 9.5months.

    ps: your toes look beautiful!

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  13. Here's hoping for a positive pregnancy test in a week or so! Good luck with the transfer.

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  14. Oh Paige, I'm so excited for you. I'll be hoping & praying for you. Good luck today!

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  15. How exciting!!! You and your babies will most definitely be in my hopes and prayers over the next few weeks...and longer I hope!!! Will definitely be thinking of you!

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  16. Wow I cannot believe today is the day already!!!! Your toes looks like the toes of a mommy :) They are ready and so are you! I think Greyson is ready too. :) Sending lots of love light and good ebergy your way!

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  17. Everything is crossed for you. EVERYTHING!!
    Much love form your city cousin!!

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  18. Keeping all available digits tightly crossed for you!

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  19. Sending you lots of strong and healthy pregnancy thoughts!

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  20. Those piggies look great!
    Sending lots and lots of postive thoughts your way!

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