I'm Ready

Just now, as I was leaving Dad's this evening, my car wouldn't start. Dad looked at it and after quite a bit of troubleshooting said something I've rarely, if ever heard him say regarding mechanical issues, "I don't have a clue." It will probably have to be towed. I'm grateful, however, because it happened in the driveway of my favorite mechanic. I shudder to think about this happening in Chicago or ,God forbid, tomorrow on the way to our embryo transfer.

I spent the morning pampering myself with new hair color, pedicure and a Reiki session. Reiki Lady says my system is strong and ready to support a pregnancy. She asked me to do a lot of visualizing about what I'll be like in the days after the transfer when I'm pregnant.

I've had a few moments these past few weeks when I can feel the spirit or energy of the new babies around me. Greyson's energy is always with me of course and it always feels like a very calm energy to me. These new children always seem to be giggling in the few moments I've felt their energy near me. I've sensed that they are one boy and one girl. Reiki Lady said they were playful spirits and that she sensed the energy of two boys and a girl but one of the boys may be Greyson. She said Greyson is fully supportive of my going forward with the new babies.

I spent the afternoon in frantic nesting mode doing things that I hope I won't be able to do for a while such as burning the brush pile, cleaning the garage and spray painting some of Dad's metal floral sculptures.


I'm READY. I feel confident and ready.

Tomorrow I will be pregnant.

Even my little piggies are ready: