Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Little Loves

I'm PUPO! And very happy.

Quite a different experience from the first embryo transfer. I remember being super nervous and keyed up. Also, the clinic had a waiting room full of people. Even the procedure room had several people buzzing around and it was so hot in there. I remember a tense feeling coming from Dr. AA during my first procedure. I had a constant, nagging fickle back and forth feeling of ... it's going to work...no it's not.

Today was wonderful though. I seemed to be the only patient there and I felt like a queen. The Dr was relaxed and everyone was just wonderful. Dr. AA said he had a good feeling...and I don't even care if he says that to everyone.

As for me, I have a good feeling too. An abnormally good, great, awesome feeling. I've rarely felt such a strong feeling of confidence and well-being. And an overwhelming feeling of love for my embryos. I was nearly giddy with it. I was able to quickly disarm the couple negative thoughts I had and send them packing. I guess the Reiki, acupuncture and good mojo from the blogosphere has permeated and surrounded me, blocking any negativity.

I don't think I'm going to POAS or even get my first beta result. I want to love and care for these embryos to the best of my ability and cherish every moment of being pregnant, no matter what happens.

Second beta: Wednesday, June 15.


My little loves:
120/365

30 comments:

  1. I am very happy that you are very happy. Those are some fine looking embryos and I see they are in very good hands. Yay for not POAS, I lime the idea of just doing the second beta, no sense in all that... Congratulations my friend!!!

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  2. I love this post! I love what I hear in your "voice"! You make me happy! And I'm so very excited for you! Enjoy being pregnant, my friend!!

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  3. Hi, sweetie! I am thrilled for you and for your great attitude. Those little embryos are beautiful!

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  4. Beautiful embies!!! You definitely brought a smile to my face with this post...still sending lots of love!

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  5. Awesome embryos. Is the one in the process of hatching. How cool is that. I'm glad you are positive it's the best way to be.

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  6. Congratulations! I'll be hoping & praying & sending positive thoughts to you from now till the 15th!!

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  7. Congratulations, mama! This pic is one to keep for the baby/babies book :)

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  8. I'm so thrilled for you! Those embryos look beautiful. Keeping my thoughts with you and hoping the best for you!

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  9. Congratulations!!!! They are beautiful! Enjoy being PUPO. Those embies are lucky to have you for a momma!!

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  10. Beautiful photo! I am so happy to read about your happiness and confidence with the transfer. Have an awesome time!

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  11. Hi Paige. I got chills just seeing this post. There is not doubt that this is working, right now a miracle is happening inside you. I am so happy for you, Paige!

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  12. Thinking of you, praying for you, and sending positive thoughts your way!! xoxo

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  13. That is so great!! I am so happy for you!!

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  14. Love love love!!!! I'm overjoyed and happy to be reading this and seeing your picture!
    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
    Oh I'm so excited!
    And sooooo very very happy for you!
    These little babies have such a wonderful Mom!

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  15. Congratulations! Wishing you all the best! You so deserve it.

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  16. Beautiful little loves!
    Now snuggle in and get comfy embabies :)

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  17. Yay!!! So glad you have started this journey again!!

    Hoping for the very best for you:))))

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  18. I am thrilled for you...PUPO looks so good on you! Congrats!

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  19. Congrats on being PUPO!!! Sending lots of good thoughts your way.

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  20. Woohoo! That is so awesome Paige! Way to go, and congratulations! Sending you hugs and <3.

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  21. Wonderful news.... great that your transfer went so well and you're feeling so positive. Sharing this cycle with you and looking forward to our BFP's. Love always xoxo

    Switched over to my private blog today... access posts via http://newyearmum2.blogspot.com/... email me on newyearmum@gmail.com if you're having trouble with access xo

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  22. So great to read this! What gorgeous embies!

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  23. Congratulations!!! How awesome to have a picture of your embryos. Good thoughts and lots of prayers coming your way!

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  24. Love the picture! And have everything crossed... makes it hard to type!! Sending wonderful baby wishes your way!

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  25. So happy for you! Congrats on the successful transfer, too.

    Sending good thoughts and prayers your way...

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  26. I heart your picture! Glad you were surrounded in love and positiveness.

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