Sunday, December 5, 2010

I don't know how to say this
I'm in the hospital and I've lost my baby due to a ruptured amniotic sack.
I wish I were dead

97 comments:

  1. oh my G-d, Paige, I'm so shocked and sorry. My heart is breaking for you. This is an awful, terrible tragedy and there are no words. We're here for you and we love you. Sending out all the love and hugs I can muster.

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  2. Paige my God. I'm in shock. I really don't know what to say or do.
    This is not right. I'm so sorry. Paige, I'm so sorry.

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  3. Oh Paige, I am so sorry. I have no words to comfort you right now, but I will be praying for you. I'm so sorry.

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  4. Oh sweetheart, this is so awful. I am so sad and shocked. I too am sending lots of love. This is just not right - so so sorry.

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  5. Dear Paige,
    I started crying the minute I read this horrible news and my heart is breaking. This is so devastating...a kind of hell on earth, the most terrible anguish. I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet baby boy. This is so unfair and you deserve happiness and joy instead of heartache and misery. Please post again when you can. You're in our prayers.

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  6. Paige, I am crying now.. I can't believe it. Please let us know how you are doing. I am sorry. I will be praying for you.

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  7. My heart just sank. I cannot believe this. Paige I am so, so sorry. Lots of thoughts and prayers heading your way.

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  8. NO! NO! NO! I'm so very sorry Paige! I know that no words can bring back your precious baby or offer any consolation right now, but please know that we are all here for you. Praying desperately for you during this time. My heart is hurting for you. I'm just so very sorry. You are not alone...please try to remember that when you are hurting the most.

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  9. Oh dear god. I am completely shocked to read this and so so so sorry. How absolutely awful. Will be thinking of you a lot.

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  10. Oh Paige, I am so so very sorry. My heart is breaking for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  11. Oh god, I am so sorry. I am in shock and tears. I am praying for healing and health for you, but having gone through this, I know what you are facing. Please let me know if you need someone to talk to.

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  12. Oh my god, I am so, so sorry. Thinking of you.

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  13. Oh honey. I've been following your journey for a while... there are no words. I am so so sorry.

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  14. Oh Paige. I'm devastated to hear this. My heart aches for you. I'm sending up prayers for you...

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  15. I'm visiting via Randi's blog, so I'm not familiar with your whole story, but I'm still crying as I read. What an incredible loss....I'm just so so sorry that you're going through this freakish nightmare. Praying...

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  16. Life is unfair and cruel. I am so sorry for the loss of your baby boy. I am praying for your strength. Take care of yourself and we are all thinking about you and willing you to get through this.

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  17. omg...i'm so sorry for your loss.

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  18. Oh my dear, sweet Paige, NO! There are no words to fully express how terribly sorry I am for your unimaginable loss. We are all here for you. Sending you lots of love and strength now and always.

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  19. I know there are no words to ease your pain right now. All I know to do is pray...

    Thinking of you.

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  20. My jaw is on the floor. I'm in so much pain for you Paige. How can this be? Oh God Paige...

    I'm sorry.

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  21. oh Paige, I am so sorry. I am so so sorry for your loss.

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  22. Oh Dear jesus Paige. My friend just sent me a text to let me know about this....I was sound asleep to wake up to this horrible news. I am so very sorry. I don't know what else to say. I will pray for you. I think it will take time for this to settle in. Prayers my sweet friend.

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  23. Oh My Gosh Paige! I am in utter disbelief & tears! I'm so very very sorry. My heart is breaking for you. I know there are no words. You are in my thoughts & prayers.

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  24. Dear Paige -
    I don't know what to say or write. Everything seems so empty, so useless. I'm crying for your loss. I'm praying for your heart. Please let us know if there is anything that we can do to help you overcome this treagedy. We are all here for you.

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  25. Oh Paige, I can't even form words right now. Just hugs for you. Lots and lots of hugs. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

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  26. Oh Paige, honey, I am praying for you. I want to curse and hit something, but that won't help you or your little son. Please let us know what we can do to help you. I'm sending you lots of love and warm hugs and hope that the people IRL will show you as much support now as they did earlier.

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  27. Paige, my deepest condolences. I've been reading your blog and enjoying it, now my heart is filled with so much sadness at your loss. Please take care of yourself and know that a lot of people are thinking of you. {{{{HUGS}}}}

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  28. No, No, NO! Paige I am so so very sorry. My heart is broken for you. I'm thinking & praying for you. I am just so sorry.

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  29. Paige, I know I don't comment very often on but I check your blog daily. You are truly an amazing person and an inspiration to me. I wish I could take the pain of this all away if I could. I am sure I am not the only fellow blogger that feels this way for you. Please know that you are in my thoughts today.

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  30. I've come by way of twins40plus and am heart broken for you. There simply are no words to bring comfort at a time like this. I can only offer my support and deep condolences from afar.

    I am so, so sorry.

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  31. Oh my God. I'm so sorry. So sorry. Many hugs and my thoughts are with you right now.

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  32. I am so sorry for your horrific loss. I will be praying for you tonight.

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  33. My thoughts and prayers are with you! I am so sorry for your loss and offer my most deepest condolences.

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  34. Oh, my god, Paige. My heart is weeping with yours. I'm so deeply sorry for your loss. There are no words.

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  35. I read the news on Kim's Blog (The A.R.T. of Baby Making) and my heart just sank. I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words for something so terrible. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  36. My heart just stopped reading this. I am so so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts.

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  37. Oh my goodness. I am so sorry Paige. My heart is aching for you right now. You ane your precious little angel are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry again.

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  38. I just recently started reading this blog and felt such happiness for you. I am beyond sorry for what has happened. Sending you my prayers.

    http://missconception-ads.blogspot.com/

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  39. Oh no! I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

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  40. I am so incredibly sorry. Holding you in my thoughts and prayers.

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  41. Oh, Paige, words cannot express how deeply sorry I am. I am sending you all my love and prayers.
    Love,
    Maddy

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  42. Oh, my. I'm so so sorry for your loss.
    Emily

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  43. Oh Paige, I can't stand reading those terrible words. My eyes are filled with tears. I have read you blog almost daily and yours is the only one. I have felt such joy for you, and wanted to tell you. Paige I am so sorry that you have lost your beloved son. My heart goes out to you.
    Love,
    Rosie

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  44. I'm so very sorry for your loss - this is truly horrible.

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  45. This is so very wrong. This is so terrible, I can't even find the words to express my sadness and grief for you and your little boy. I wish there were something I could say that would ease this pain for you, but I know there's nothing. I hope you draw some comfort from all the love and prayers that are going out to and for you tonight.

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  46. I am so sorry. You are in my thoughts.

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  47. Oh Paige! I wish I could write something that would help you in this time of darkness... I can only imagine what you are going through. I am so sorry this has happened to your family! I am saddened my your tremendous loss, I wish I could help you in some way...

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  48. There are no words to convey my true feelings for you in this dark time. I'm just getting caught up on your story and you're an amazing woman deserving to be a mom. With this loss, I hope you find strength and faith to continue your journey. May you be blessed again soon. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Hold fast to those with whom you are close and may they hold you in their love and help you grieve and heal.

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  49. Dear Paige,I cannot believe this. I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Dee

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  50. I am so sorry Paige. My thoughts and prayers go out to you.

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  51. I am so very sorry, Paige. My heart is with you.

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  52. My whole body hurts, I can't imagine the pain you are in. Prayers.

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  53. Dear Paige, I came here via many other bloggers posts. I am so sorry for this cruel cruel thing that has happened to you and your beautiful son. I wish I could rewrite history and give you your baby back alive and well. Please accept my deepest sympathy. I am abiding with you.

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  54. Oh Paige! I'm so very sorry! Sorry just doesn't really say it... I'm heart sick for you right now. Please know you and your sweet little boy are in my thoughts.

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  55. Oh Paige, I can't believe it! I'm so sorry - I hope your family is close around you at this horrible time. Praying for you, thinking of you.

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  56. I am so sorry. I can't even imagine what you're going through. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  57. No, no, no!!! I am so very, very sorry Paige. Please do your best to take care of yourself, and take all the time you need. I will be thinking of you.

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  58. so so unfair. i'm so sorry. know that lots of thoughts and prayers are being sent your way. please take care of yourself and let your family and friends take care of you.

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  59. I am so sorry to hear this news. I will be thinking of you and your family.

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  60. paige i am so sorry for your loss, i bet your beautiful baby boy is watching down on you giving you strength to get through the days.
    none of these words will help the pain, i know, i lost my son also. my prayers are with you and your family right now <3

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  61. Here from LFCA. I am incredibly sorry for your loss.

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  62. There aren't any words that can come close to covering this. I'm so so very sorry for your loss. My deepest sympathy.

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  63. I am so, so sorry. I am so sorry. I am here from LFCA. I lost boy/girl twins at 24 weeks due to my sac rupturing. It is a pain like no other.
    I am sending all my love your way.
    I am so sorry for the loss of your soon.
    Christy
    http://almostamother.blogspot.com

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  64. I am so very sorry for the loss of your son. (Also here from LFCA.) We lost our daughter at 23 weeks last year, this is the suckiest club ever to be in, but please know that there are a lot of us who know what you are going through and would love to be here to support you in any way we can.
    You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  65. I came over here from Chasing Mommyhood...I'm so, so sorry for your loss. Hoping that you are able to find some peace in the upcoming days, months and years. Know that you are cared for and supported.

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  66. I find it heartbreaking to read about your loss. I cannot begin to imagine how you must feel. I hope that knowing the thoughts of many strangers, not to mention friends and family, helps you through this difficult time.

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  67. I'm here by way of several other blogs. I'm so very, very sorry for your loss.

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  68. I am here from MadHatters blog. I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words to express the depth of the sorrow you feel when you experience a loss of this kind, this I know too well.

    Be gentle with yourself and know that you are not alone

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  69. Paige, I am heartbroken for you. I'm so very sorry.

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  70. Oh, Paige! I'm so sorry. I'm heartbroken for you.

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  71. I am so so sorry.

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  72. I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for you!

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  73. Here through battynurse...Oh God Paige, I am so incredibly heartbroken for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  74. There are no words to express how sorry I am Paige. I am heartbroken by your post. I've been following your blog since April and your blog has been such a source of inspiration for me. You are a beatiful person and deserve all the happiness in the world. Take care of yourself at this difficult time. You are in my prayers.

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  75. Oh, I am so very sorry, Paige. it is just so d*mned unfair. My heart hurt for you.

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  76. Here from LFCA and Mad Hatter...

    I am very sorry Paige. There are no words. It is such a loss.

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  77. Here from LFCA, with a broken heart. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  78. oh Paige, my heart breaks with yours! I am so terribly sorry.

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  79. I am so very very sorry - there are no other words and especially none that will help you feel any better right now - just know that you're not alone.

    Sending you many a hug surrounded by love.

    ~x~

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  80. I'm so sorry Paige. I'm just so so sorry.

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  81. I'm so utterly sorry Paige, I'm in shock.

    Nobody can find the right words, but right now I hope there is somebody you love who is managing to comfort you, even just a little.

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  82. I am so sorry. I am in shock at this sad sad news. My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine the pain you are going through right now. You are in my thoughts in prayer during this very difficult time. Paige, I am so very sorry.

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  83. Oh, Paige. Words can't express how I feel right now ... my heart breaks for you. I am thinking about you, and I hope that you have lots of people who are taking care of you right now ... please try to be kind to yourself. *hug*

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  84. Here from LFCA.

    I am so so sorry your baby couldn't stay with you.

    xxx

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  85. So unbelievable sad and stricken about your loss. Praying for you.

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  86. Oh Paige, oh Paige. Oh my God. I am so sorry he is gone.

    I cry for you and your son. I am so very sorry for your loss.

    I am so sorry Paige.

    You are an excellent mother.

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  87. I am so so so sorry to hear this. I don't know what to say except I am sorry.

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  88. Here from LFCA. I am so so so sorry to hear of your loss. I know words can't really help, but please know I am thinking of you.

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  89. Paige, I'm so sorry for such a devastating loss. You were an amazing mother to your little boy. There is so much love and support for you here. If only there was something we could do.

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  90. I am so, so so sorry :( Oh my gosh, Paige. My grief for you is overwhelming.

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  91. Found my way here from another follower's blog.

    I am extremely sorry for the loss of your little boy xo

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